So I cant sleep, obviously. Took a four hour nap might explain something though.
Today is the 4th of July and I am so not up to go to the fair. Espicially the fact that my parents want to spend ALL DAY there. I mean its fun...but after going every year its now getting old. Plus I kinda dont wanna run into friends that I really dont care for.
I am sick of my old high school friends. Some I am still close with but the ones that are the closest to you just all drift off. It really irratated me when I came out and said I had depression and their reaction was "..oh" and then went back to the subject of weed, raves, drugs, and how AWESOME all that is. Their absoulutely pathetic and I never knew why I was friends with them in the first place.
I'm leaving for LA on Tuesday and I still feel unprepared. What to wear, how my scripts go, how well my walk is with converese boots. Bllahhh >.< I realllly wanna do welll this time and actually feel prepared.
I hate peer pressure. And even if your out of high school you still get it. Its soo anoying how many times I have said no and yet they keep on going on it. Grr.
Well work is still going pretty good tho. Next week after I get back from LA I work 6 days straight before I leave for Idaho. Which is a good thing since my manager wants me to have a decent pay next pay day and want me to get the hours.
Funny how I work at a Cupcake/Cookie bakery and yet I still lose weight and CRAVE cupcakes when I'm not working. Guess from all that running around at work. I still enjoy being there and the people there are all great. Just wish that I could have more time to see some friends that I do give a damn about. Its like I hafta scedule them in or it just happens to be a lucky day and I'm free. My hours arnt that bad, all mornings and off for the rest of the afternoon. But its hard to spend all day with a friend when you know you have another morning shift the next day at work.
I guess I should TRY to go to bed and not stress too hard. Woo for the fair :|
Today is the 4th of July and I am so not up to go to the fair. Espicially the fact that my parents want to spend ALL DAY there. I mean its fun...but after going every year its now getting old. Plus I kinda dont wanna run into friends that I really dont care for.
I am sick of my old high school friends. Some I am still close with but the ones that are the closest to you just all drift off. It really irratated me when I came out and said I had depression and their reaction was "..oh" and then went back to the subject of weed, raves, drugs, and how AWESOME all that is. Their absoulutely pathetic and I never knew why I was friends with them in the first place.
I'm leaving for LA on Tuesday and I still feel unprepared. What to wear, how my scripts go, how well my walk is with converese boots. Bllahhh >.< I realllly wanna do welll this time and actually feel prepared.
I hate peer pressure. And even if your out of high school you still get it. Its soo anoying how many times I have said no and yet they keep on going on it. Grr.
Well work is still going pretty good tho. Next week after I get back from LA I work 6 days straight before I leave for Idaho. Which is a good thing since my manager wants me to have a decent pay next pay day and want me to get the hours.
Funny how I work at a Cupcake/Cookie bakery and yet I still lose weight and CRAVE cupcakes when I'm not working. Guess from all that running around at work. I still enjoy being there and the people there are all great. Just wish that I could have more time to see some friends that I do give a damn about. Its like I hafta scedule them in or it just happens to be a lucky day and I'm free. My hours arnt that bad, all mornings and off for the rest of the afternoon. But its hard to spend all day with a friend when you know you have another morning shift the next day at work.
I guess I should TRY to go to bed and not stress too hard. Woo for the fair :|
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